It is easy to worry,
It is more powerful to pray!

2011 oh yeah

Christmas comes to end
There's something meaningful in facebook which shows a sentence
"Dont sweep Christ away in Christmas by replacing Xmas"
Christmas is nothing without acknowledging Jesus...

Yeaaa.....
It is time to set targets for 2011 and plan the things I wanna do....

Targets in 2010 are not big and mostly achieved especially determination to grow in spiritual life,
and in 2011...
I would like to satisfy my desires in doing what I love to do especially on the career path...

But,The most important task is to...

BUILD A STRONG RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD

In 2011..
I wanna go oversea for once!!
I wanna release my potential power!!
I wanna enjoy more and Learn more!!
I wanna watch and observe more!!
I wanna deepen my insight more!!
I wanna be a peacemaker!!
I wanna be the salt of the world!!
I wanna do extraordinary things through faith!!
I wanna ... Obey God!!!

Merry Christmas and happy New Year!!
2011 MUST be a Great Year!!!! =D

Start struggling again....

NO WAY!
This Christmas is only for Christ!!!!

Pray and sleep...

I gotta feeling...That's tonight gonna be a good good night =)

常希望自己可以大度点...

Boredom is killing me 99 ...

有时候觉得自己有心无力啊...不喜欢 ><

Experience the Flow

Yes,it is a hard day.


No one is perfect,
God let me see some people and show me how to help them or pray for them,
He put me in a situation which can know both/more than both sides.
Some perceive themselves are clever in a stubborn way,
Some would like to protect their ignity till creating quarrels.
Although people always have different perspectives,
I prefer to be God's side.


Clearly,I know this investment is a correct one.

Give thanks,for standing in a side which is obeying Jesus's teaching-to be a peacemaker.

There is an important scripture for us to medidate:
Or how wilt thou say to thy brother, Let me pull out the mote out of thine eye; and, behold, a beam is in thine own eye?

Yea....
BUT...

Although....

However....
Conclusion is, Love is still the way we should choose.
Let's humble ourselves not only in front of God,but also in front of people.
Love you reader ♥

ps:Im not a clever one. =$

感恩感恩 :)

凡事都要感恩 :))

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go. (Joshua 1:9)

你的生活需要勇气吗?

believe in God's kindness and blessings will be poured to you...
I live it that spirit!

Give thanks ♥

Jesus overcomes every obstacle!

Reading a news about suicidal of a man when he had broken with his girl friend,
it takes away my breath even more when I find his facebook and look through those comments he written before he dies.

45 mins..

He expressed his love to his sister thru facebook 45 mins before he dies,
then he uses death to prove his love towards his ex-girlfriend.
Sad to know he has kept himself in a box that cant let him cant out.

I get to know his feelings,
because I had been through this before,
this really kills you mentally.

But look,
the world is so big,
things are so beautiful,
people are so lovely,
and family are so sweet!

Why do you choose to keep yourself in the small box for the purpose to torture yourself or your girl friend?

After knowing the news,
people scold "stupid stupid",
but then people jump for suicidal again...
Please,take good care of yourself......

Do appreciate and cherish people around you,
do not let regrets haunt you for the rest of your life...
God bless you and there is a scripture for you:

John 3:16
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,
that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. ♥

=Value=

O Lord,fill my life with your words,
Guide me to have live with a right value.

Im actually struggle with some "love" problems...
Haha..this doesnt indicate my single life is finally being flourished,
but it is about my attitude towards some people.

I pray that I can love everyone in my life more deeply,
although Im able to read his bad behavior,

It is not easy to love people who are being bad with you,
but I will try,especially in this Christmas month,
My dear Jesus,show me how to love like you have loved me.

Everybody,choose LOVE beyond hatred...
Because Love is the only thing that will last eternally.

Make room

“I will look on you with favor and make you fruitful and increase your numbers, and I will keep my covenant with you. You will still be eating last year’s harvest when you will have to move it out to make room for the new” (Leviticus 26:9–10, NIV)

In order to get new things,we have to sacrifice.
This is what we learn from small - Opportunity Cost.
But this promising future from God is always aimed to bring the best out of us...

看清楚你又有幾難？只是不想說穿而已。

Put yourself in one's shoes,make u understand him/her better.

That's what Im doing with my family.

To: My Bro and Sis in Christ

James 1:27

Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this:
to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.

Let's Sama sama Achieve this goal bah...

To be adaptable ...

that's what my life is asking for..

Keep this as reminder...

On this day of your life, Au Chen, we believe God wants you to know ...
that fear won't get you where you want to go.

It's not easy to head off into uncharted waters, but every journey starts with a first step. Fear will keep you from taking that first step, from untying the boat from the dock. Fear will also keep you from making new discoveries. Don't let fear keep you tied up, set sail and see what God has planned for you.

feel so blessed to have friend that understands yourself =)

Things I did just now

Look at the time (5.41am)...

ARGH!

Im tortured by Insomnia!
Aw...this is really bad...
Get one hour sleep before a really bad mood strikes me down and wakes me up...
And there is two hour left to go the class at 8...
I decided not to sleep,and I look at the mirror....

Here's the procedures:

2.00 sleep

2.50 waken up by worries

...thinking....thinking...watching movie...

4.00 trying to sleep

5.00 arghhh.....what happen to me?!

5.30 start looking mirror(Im quite handsome without spec),figuring out my life

5.41 blogging...

Insomnia is torturing me,wth is this lifestyle

Cherry blossom (樱花,sa ku ra)

their short lifespans demonstrate:
appreciate now,look forward the future ♥







God makes everything,
and there is always purpose for everything,
can you find it out? ♥

pathétique

‎Let love and faithfulness never leave you;
bind them around your neck,
write them on the tablet of your heart.
Then you will win favor and a good name in the sight of God and man.

Proverbs 3:3-4

Scripture that shows the way God intends us to live ‎ ♥


- - -
To you: Pretending to be mature is the most childish action. People hurt you and you choose to be cruel to everyone, let me tell you, in the end, you will just hate yourself more and more. Get some wisdom guy! Pathetic!

ps: Facebook likes mean nothing.

The recent news reveal the importance of business ethic.

Yes,it makes sense in this intriguing world.

Speak,wise words.

Maybe I should put my self in another environment to grow more :)

Headache is killing me

Now is midnight 4.06am

Such a good feeling to catch up the episodes I had saved for ages,
hmm...Vampire Diaries,Desperate Housewives...
Awww...I love American Drama damn much...

Happy Deepavali and happy Holiday to u guys.
Have a nice day.


ps: Love Elena damn much ♥

I always believe...knowledge is a powerful weapon

with a heart of thanksgiving....

give thanks to God,family and friends especially college friends that have brighten my life...

=Attitude determines how far you go=

Scripture for November

For God has not given us a spirit of fear and timidity, but of power, love, and self-discipline.

Repeating History

Acting weird tonight just because have no idea with this mess up,
just like repeating history of my secondary school life,
not happy,living in self esteem mode and never touch out to the light.

I have been transforming into another mode once I go church,
but now,
I feel the history is repeating in a mannner that can affect my thought and emotion badly,
after all hard work in changing my lifestyle,
it seems like just coming back again,
being ignored,being bullied,being teased,and last but not least,
people treat me as a freak guy just because they dont see the inner side of my heart,
please,deepen your insight.

It is tiring in college now and more tiring when I come back,
can just have a place to get security and joy?

Please,history cant repeat!!!

Again,happiness is a choice.

is trying to improve despite roaring storm.

Be joyful always;pray continually,give thanks in all circumstances,for this is God's will for you in Jesus Christ. (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18)

We must align ourselves with the Bible and never try to align the Bible to ourselves.

Esperanza—A name who is given to a daughter by a father who was trapped more than 2 months in Chile's mine and being rescued of late!

Means "hope" in Spanish

Do you lose your hope right now?
Get glimpse of Chile mine rescue and see how miracle can happen!

...is currently gearing up for a big shift

101010:Life's true Meaning

This is a really great day,
I find out that,Jesus is really wonderful !

Just want to let the praising words splits out from my mouth...

I feel lost when I find more and more difficult to differentiate true and wrong,
I feel unsecured when I lost my bargaining power in some kind of competitions existing in my mind,
I feel scared when I try to move towards the unforeseen future,
I feel empty when I just try to live on my own world with my own desires,

and

I feel unhappy.

What my life supposed to be?
Any proper yardstick to measure a successful life??
...
He is just always there,
when I decide to build relationship with Him
even though I fall in to traps many many times and I feel shameful,
Lord is always there.

May be we don't know how to move on/live sometimes,
May be we may feel meaningless when we decide to live for God (cant see),
but once the spirit comes to us when we make our confession to Him,
He always enlighten me with His great great words,

surprisingly,

He shows me exactly the way I should live in the following days:

Those searching to know life’s true meaning
Can find it in only one way:
By serving the Lord with commitment,
And living for Him day by day. —Branon

Live for Him ♥

Capable

New semester is going to begin,
although it is short,but I will make it meaningful,
at least more than the days before...
and not to be a junk as I noticed in mirror!

Initially I feel unsecured and afraid to sta

rt a new semester,
this is because I have been going through much unhappiness last semester,
but things will gonna shift,
days will become brighter,
and officially,Im second year student now...
Knowledge,wisdom have to increase daily and daily...

I acknowledge that there is different story happens to different people,
making comparison is really wasting time and definitely,
energy.

I acknowledge that regretful feelings will take away my peace,
so I will stop it.

I acknowledge that life is not mundane if you really pay attention to small things around,
and they are beautiful.

I acknowledge that people who have anger easily is described as stupid in bible,
therefore I wont be stupid easily.

I acknowledge that I can have joy everyday,
as long as I stick to the sacrificed Jesus in the cross.

I acknowledge that I can be strong,
but not cruel in the same time.

I acknowledge that I can be kind,
but tough in the same time.

and I acknowledge that I capable to do many things,
if only I have simpler thoughts but not complicated.
That's called faith,for me.

Scandal

Scandal can explode every second,

there is nothing like 'secret' in this world,

everything u want to hide,everything u want to cover,

it will explode one day...

Scandal happens,or in positive term,rumor,

can spread by leaps and bounds in a small town,

a small rumor or a big one,

because everyone is interested in it,

but have you ever think if the scandal will not be that funny if it is all about u...

Don't be devastated,

because this is time to know true friends, to know the truth hidden,

and once u get it through,

it makes u strong than before,

it makes you wiser than before,

enjoy the time...

Have these feelings after watching Desperate Housewives,

and there are really good sentences to be shared:

Good friends support each other after they have been humiliated,

Great friends pretend nothing happened in the first place.

Start again with Praising

Owh..mess up!
A great mess up,in anything right now!

In this midst of confusion,I know that God is a good God,
I believe that He will going to pour blessings to me,family and friends,anything aroud me!

Start over this life with Praising Him

Faith,Hope,Love

Feelings

Controversial feelings do happen inside my heart,
I feel fed up with this life,these friends and these circuamstances!
Honestly to say,Im really don't have any faith some more to lean on God,
Im undergoing a bad season...

~Pray for me,I wonder perceptions I harbour for right now~

Just feel that it is so unfair,
why bad people will receive such "blessings",
good people who insist in doing good deeds have to thrive,
I really dont have the eye of faith,
to see upon this curcumstance in parts of life and even in college,
just wanna give up,just wanna rest,just wanna doubt,just wanna blame,
as these feelings will make me feel more comfortable...

The recent words ask me to arise,
I have tried so many times and every time,
disappointments will knock me down and I try and try again,
I try to stay in faith,using words typed in Facebook(words of God) to remind me,
using words pasted on wall of my room to replenish my energy,
however,it makes me more disappointed after I plant seed of faith in God's words...

This is just too hard for me in this semester,
I find that,I lost my own value,cant find purpose in process of finding.
Trying to be mature over some circuamstances,
but actions of people piss me off and drive me up tp the wall.
Just feel like "I bear enough!" "Go away!"...
Tired of believing some more good will happen...

WHAT HAPPEN TO ME??

...in the process of struggling...

Enlarging Vision

Dare to Dream!
Woohooo! Im excited!

My friend just noticed me a good news that is promotion highlighted by AirAsia:
This is a really great promotion and all the tickets are being so cheap now!
Im really excited because I walk nearer to what I want in my life,trip to the world!!
I wonder why I have such a great faith that I will fulfill my fream in next year,
Hahahaaas....This taught me to "enlarge my vision"...

There is a habit to focus on daily routine problems,
when habit conquer you rather than you conquer the bad habit,
we have to think in long term,set a long term goal,focus and achieve!
Although Im still not able to buy the tickets to go Korea with a trip,
but it does help me to make my vision bigger and I can get a bigger picture in my life!
It is important to have dreams,because once your life lack of passion,
dream will push you to conquer the reality,
Moreover,God is be with me!

What I want to highlight is:
Dream bigger,be the best each day I can be,focus and achieve,let blessings overtake you!

Xoxo!!

Lessons substitute Healing

Wao!! Only the second day I want to start over but the reality crashes me down,wtc!

I learn that,
Child of God must learn to live by holy spirit and does not gratify own desires.

Alamak,Im almost beaten down by the incident happened,
I can choose to blame everything again,
but instead of blaming,I see this from perspective of God.

This is actually a lesson taught from God to me,
God want me to learn to let my life lead my spirit but not own desires,
this is also the truth that I always flee to face it,
but now,it push me to face it,
in this moment,I find that it is blessing and my heart is so peaceful,
there is a way for me now to continue my daily life,

"Therefore,strengthen your feeble arms and weak knees. 'Make level paths for your feet',so that the lame may not be disabled,but rather healed" Hebrews 12:12

Apparently,this time I focus on Healing.

There is time when you have to die for resurrection,
burial is the process and live eternally is the end,
therefore,just be still !

Au Chen loves August

August will be so good for me! I believe,do you?
As you believe,you receive!! COngrats!

There are some lessons I learnt in my spiritual life

Clearly know that,it is time to stretch to a new level.
Because life push me to do it, and I try this new method the whole month of July.
But I will try it at this August too,because I know: Nothing is difficult in LORD !!!
20 days of hard work will make me reap an abundant harvest,I believe!
This is time to stretch!

Having faith is not easy,
because there is time when you are in doubt,
but in time when you are doubt and dont want to seek God,
God will still control the whole world and work behind the scenes,
bring you something amazingly that you will never know....
I learn that,there is useless to seek anyone,any material things,any blessings,
when I seek God first,Honor Him, and I know all will be added to me.

And,
nowadays I can feel strongly that people and things around me can change rapidly,
I wonder how I can "survive" in some situations,
and I wonder how I can achieve victory in every hard work I have sow,
I draw a conclusion from that,
people that change will surprise you,things that change will shock you,
but God wont change,He is eternal !!

"But those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary,they will walk and not be faint."
Isaiah 40:31

August is also a FAITH MONTH declared by myself.
Love my life! XoxO!

Don't ruin yourself

Finally,finish my Redang trip,
it is a blessing from God and a scripture has been proved:


Commit to Lord whatever you do, and your plans will succeed.

Beach and Sunshine,
Sharks and corals,
Enjoy the trip with my brothers and sisters.
Thanks all ^^


TODAY,


I let judgement of people ruin my day,
I let my EQ controlled by the freaking situation,
I let myself down in mood and start having a bad temper day.


It is so easy to get my mood stucked by the situation,
I promise to myself,no more,
whatever they judge me,I don't care,

Yah,I have past,so what?
Yah,I still have the same old trouble,SO WHAT MAN?!
God haven't judge me,when is your turn to judge me?
I run my race and It is so blessed for me to read a scripture again:

Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past (Isaiah 43:18, NIV).


Past can ruin people,but people can manipulate the heart,
as God asks us to guard our heart-wellspring of Life!

Now,Im born again,Most Blessed is:

On this day of your life, Au Chen, we believe God wants you to know ...
that each day is a day in making.

At any moment, you can make a different choice about what you are doing, how you are feeling, and what you are focusing on. It is never too late to start over again and make new choices.

I love my God,
because He is always doing new things in my life.

Knowing Jesus is the most blessed event ever in my life,
I don't want to get stucked by this 'sin' anymore,
today is a new day with new things God will do.

I almost fall in disappointment when I feel that God do not answer my prayer,
until I pray again, and He says,okay,life must go on.

Do not dwell in the past,new things ahead.
I choose Jesus,rather than condemnation.

Restructure Life

I decide to restructure my life
because I find that reality of my life is far away from mission I set on the beggining of year...
Im going to run my own race,not going to be affected by others,
because Im talented and Im gifted,

I know,Im different !

This is sooo free,
do not compare yourself to others,
do not feel insecure when people is in front of us in some competition.

I quit, I wont compete, I have my annointing destiny, I go my way now, Emmanuel !

I feel so comfortable with myself right now,
although I feel the world is pushing me down sometimes esspecially some events happened non-stop,
now I feel free, I have my own race,that simple!
Be the best I can be, keeping my head high, walking in confident way!

I receive this message today! Sooo blessed!

Went to SOS concert at mentakab,
having a prayer and advice seeking section after the concert,
God uses his servants to tell me directly his message,
the guy point out many scriptures that I want to hear,
I just cant stop praising Him,
because God has been revealing a new height in my life that I can achieve.

I have problem in obeying God,
Im not disciplined,but I get encouraged and Im touching when the guy tells me,
"It is not matter about how much effort you put in obeying God, God doesnt want us to follow His commandments in that way,let's feel His love before you obey"
Blessed right?
This is what I want to hear in this time,
I focus too much on others and lose the most important aspect in my spiritual life,
God's love.

Just because He loves me,then only I love God wholeheartedly,
it is an useless love without feeling His love.

... ... ... ....

Remember last week how the arrangement of God surprise me,
I wonder His arrangement,I lost my patience,
I do not know how my college life is going to continue in this way,
but His arrangement is revealed by a blessed sentence I read in an article,
"He can turn inconveniences into opportunities"

I realize that now, this is really an advantage for me in this time,
the right time, the right opportunities come, the wrong people leave and the right people enter my life,
this is sooo blessed,
no need to figure it out until it reveal by itself!
Just stay in faith and wait patiently but not hoping miracles happen every second,
it takes time to bear the most juicy fruit,
it takes time to let me know what the arrangement should be.

I learn a lesson again,
God strectch me in this bad situation,
until I step out with faith,
then the disadvantages and inconveniences become benefits for my life.

I will stay in this attitude until I stretch to that level.
A new Monday,new mindset,new lifestyle,new wineskin!

Let bygones be bygones!

Nowdays,trouble surrounds me!

Actually,in these weeks,I always hear my heart whispering in this way,
"trouble follows me,they wont go"

that happened until I let them go!

I find that I behave in a bad way recently,
in speaking and in action,I measure with my heart,I did it bad!

When our heart does not comdemn us,that is when we are doing right things!
This is for me!

Yah,
it is true.
Everytime you are insisted with a thing that you will never let go and u know that u suppose to let it go,
you will feel badly,
but u are still harden your heart,
dunno who is in control of this world,
our Heavenly Father.

He is in control of everything,
so it is no point to insist to get something or grab something tightly or struggle to make things happen,
kwoning this truth,

When you let go,you will see God doing in amazing ways!


I love what David said in Psalm 31, "God, I'm trusting You. My future is in Your hands."


I will
let go of my bad behavior especially selfishness,
let go of my insistence in some people,
let go of my past and look forward in my bright future.

Life is too short to live it in a way that my heart condemns me!

Today,I focus back on my future,with real peace,joy and victory!
Abundant life,it is here!

A special ordinary Day

I feel the sense of satisfaction overwhelms me,
my face looks brighter than before,my heart becomes more and more delighted.


God first breathes a new life into a man when He makes Adam,
after that he finds that Adam is lonely,so He makes a woman for him,
thats happenning before they sin.

There are two holes in human's heart,
one is for God to fill it up with His peace and joy,the other one is for people around us to fill it.
We feel empty always because either one of the hole is not filled with love,
either God's love or love from people.

The truth is,everyone needs both holes to be filled.

7 o clock in the morning,the sun rises higher than before,
I picked up my bag and went to school by bus.

I did a prayer before,
God,helps me to make my heart delighted,
makes me happy with things and people around me.

This prayer of course works,
after 8 hours classes,I enjoy much the lifestyle,
although it was tired and exhausted,
but I can feel the grace with faith,
with a thanksgiving heart,I dont want to blame anyone anything,
just let my heart knows,God is in complete control,
I try my best to reach out to people surround me,
love their smiles,so cute,so funny.

Guard my heart successfully,my whole day goes smoothly,
do not let my heart be troubled by anything,
unfair things may come,but my heart does say,do not lose your peace.

Always,when I feel that people dont really accept who am I,
when people try their best to make u ashamed,make you feel discouraged,
when people inaccidentantly hurt you,
when people just dont give you chances,
when you lost,when you feel empty,
God knows it,He fills my hole in my heart,

with His unfailing love.

I declare,I have my characters,do not try to burn me,Im developed.

Sounds crazy,but that's the way I will live for God and myself,
at same time,reaching hands to needed,invest in people who need me instead.

My life,comfortable!



"On this day, God wants you to know...
... that nothing costs as little and is worth as much as a smile.
Relax, let yourself smile, and see the light come back to you tenfold."

More than Conqueror

Missed sunday worship today,felt so bad and this feeling may ruin the whole day!

But I attended a bible class,
today's scriptures are amazing,
they have told me something that Im always trying to flee from them,
I know in deep down my soul,they are words from God,
when my turn to read that scripture,
my tears almost rolled down from eyes

Being troubles by this endless problem,
knowing I will fight for may be some more years or my whole life,
I know Im totally ruined,always battles happen in my heart,
until the scripture appears,it seems like guiding me,telling me the truth of God.

I just know I will fight for some more time,
but Im more than conqueror!

Life played by my music

Sometimes when we are leading a hectic lifestyle,
stepping out our room in morning,stepping in the room at evening,
we get used to this lifestyle,

and,

there is always a time for you to think,to feel your feelings.

Just listen to a simple music,it is not a song but a music played by a piano,
it helps me to flash back my life,I look back the sweet memories,
I remembered some pictures that had been captured inside my brain,
those are sweet and memorable events happened!

My heart is delighted.

Always,we are looking ways to go back to these happy memories,
giving so much to make something just re-happen like before,
but no matter how much bigger our desire to make those happy things to rehappen again,
they are still not happening.

Im reminded,
we can look backwards,but do not step backwards.

Just like the happy events happened before,
they are happened unexpectedly,happened not in our control,
but they just happened so smopthly,they are just seem like happened for us!

Why we want to persue the life we had gone through before?

Why dont just wait,and let another unexpected,happy events come to pass in our lives?

It is much more easier,life is so great!

Existing love

Im doubted when I am surrounded by a whole circle of people that always have hidden face and hidden attitude,

and they all are so scary,

some choose to be the one fight in battle,

some choose to be the one who desire to have the power to control everything,

some choose to be the outsiders and laughing at others when someone is falling down,

some choose to hurt people back when they are being treated unfairly,

and these all prove to me,love is decreasing among people.

But most scary is,I did these all before!




Im amazed by this video,

it has nice music,

and it brings true message,

it tells audience again and again,

lay down for people,your father your mother your sister your brother your friend,

even though people who hate you,

and most of all,God is Love.

This video gives me a good reminder in my life,

when others are fighting over each other,

I should show my love,and now is the day to start practise this ah lol....

Love is the only thing lasts until you die.

I declare,let love starts with me bah =P

It is not easy but it is neccesarry

Become A Better Wil

My prayer is portrayed as the song "Still"
Although I still cant get my promotion yet,
but I know this is the time to believe again,
when the oceans rise and thunders roar,I will soar with God above the storm,
I will be still,waiting and sitting patiently,
see how can God turn around those circumstances for me!

Today's class,I read an article in my course guide,
surprisingly,there is a sentence which is telling my soul directly,

I get it,it says"Get that right and there shouldn't be a problem",

I know I have done many wrongdoings,but now is the day,
the day to choose to let all the past goes,
forget the past and moving forward,that is what my lovely God is saying to me,
besides,he says that,

"God tries to be as gentle as possible, and only if you ignore the call does the pain get stronger",

That's time to make decision,because I have the choice to make,
I can choose to sink down in my life right now,
or I can rise higher than before,than ever,than a place that I should be there!

Now is the time to has a new image of myself,
Im not my past anymore,Im controlling my future,
I will live with faith,hope and love again.

Jeremiah 31:14
My people will be filled with my bounty,declares the Lord.

Positive answers

Rupa rupanya there is a season you will feel really tired and can't find hope out,
when all things around show negative impact to us,
but focus God,because He has positive answer.


For all the negative things we have to say to ourselves,
God has a positive answer.


You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34)

You say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

You say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)

You say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)

You say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: "It's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28)

You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: "I'm poor"
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)

You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)

You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)


I love all these promises!

Sing a new song!

Finally,there is no more struggle in my mind,
bible says,you have to guard your heart as heart is the wellspring of life!


Yeah,I do it right now!

Few days ago,I meet with many problems,
I can strongly feel the struggle in my mind,
It is a strong and hard spritual battle,
whether I choose to obey God or not.
Pathetic,I choose the desires of my heart!

"Rather,clothe yourselves with the Lord Jesus Christ,
and do not think about how to gratify the desires of sinful nature" Romans 13:14

It reminds me.


Just now I looked through the pictures that I grew from Form 3 to Form 5 until now,
there are pictures in facebook that show how is my growth,

how I pass the big test in that time,
how I was being comfortable with myself when I have a new life,
how I get back my self confidence to move forward,
how I prove to friends that look down at me and talking rubbish behind me,
how I get a new collection of good friends around me,
how I live peacefully with my family,
how I spend my time to do God's works,

And I can get the whole picture,
I clearly know that these are all blessings from God to help me grow!





But few days ago, emo emo de me think about the direction of my life,
I totally lost all the hopes to move forward!

There are battles I have to fight with,
I lose my hope in that difficult time,
I find that it is too hard to survive,
cant see the true direction and try so hard to figure the meaning of my life,
as I figure much and much,I find that I live more depressed and depressed.

Im reminding to tell myself,
am I going to live for who?


"Cursed is the one who trusts in man,
who depends on flesh for his strength and whose heart turns away from the Lord"

"But blessed the man who trusts in Lord,
whose confidence is in him.
He will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its root by the stream"

Jeremiah 17:5-8

It tells me.


Obviously,I focus the wrong part again,
Joel's articles remind me times and times to focus on God and what He can do in our lives,
but I focus on the people and focus on the world,
at that time I had another struggle again,
it is about the pastor Joel and there are critisms about him,
omg,that's what in my mind.

I doubt am I read all the articles written by the "false prophet" in those time?

That's giving me another headache again!
What Im reading,does it related to God's words?

but now,
I have wisdom to differentiate whether the articles are what God wants to tell me or not.

There are many sounds in the world,
I learn to be wiser to know the sound of God and evil,
obviously,I can sense my growth in the Jan semester,
truly,the pastor's articles help me a lot,
and the most important is the scripture of Bible that Joel will post,
makes me know He is using bible teaching in his articles,
for that's God direction for me always!

because,
God's words=Promises

Beginning of a new semester,
I face again the same problem,
the financial problem worsen my status that time.

And honestly,Im being discouraged by all the things happened,
I don't have the mood to continue my study,
Many of my friends have stopped studying,
Im too dependent to people in surviving.

Here's another scripture!
"My grace is always sufficient for you,
God's strength is being showed completely in weak person"


Again,I feel that what I sow isn't what I reap!
Whether in relationship or in hard work,I doubt why I always get nothing in the end?

But today is the turning point of my probs,
I get a good and amazing result that I can't even imagine,
4 Flat in one of my subjects and others are 3.7!
I was shocked!!

That's telling me my payday is coming!
And another scripture that a sis in fb posts,
"God is not unjust; he will not forget your work and the love you have shown him as you have helped his people and continue to help them." Hebrews 6:10

It reminds me.

Although I haven't see the blessings that God will chase me down,
but I get hope inside!

I know,

Struggles make me stronger,

They make me to improve,

Im so happy to have weakness,

so that God can do amazing thing in my life,

just like how I look the pictures about my growth in these years,

Im still improving,problems will always kacau me,

but I rise higher this time!


I truly believe that,
in this new season of my life,
it will be blessed some more,
because I have God always available to help me,
with faith inside,I can break all obstacles on front of me,
I am more than conqueror!

AND NOW,
Im going to sing a new song to this season,
All Glory belongs to Him,
Amen~!

I believe for restoration!

It is May now.
I have been going through quite many small events in this year!
And most gratefully,Im still alive!

Back to Jerantut again,
and facing the same old people and same old events again,

keep listening many accusing voices,
keep changing my viewpoints and keep losing my peace,joy and hope,
keep doing the wrong things,
keep having the same old bad habits,
and keep being stucked by some people in my life..
It is haiyoo...hard!

Yet,
I believe for restoration!
Sometimes I felt really tired of depositing in some relationships,
I felt I have invested so much,
but thing that is keep distracting my life is the disappointment from people.
Im keep doubting sometimes why Im being treated unfairly by certain people,
I know my personality well,
people don't know me will just make a label 'weird' or 'geek' for me..
These all accusing voices make me tired of proving and explaning,
I have my emotions when Im being treated unfairly,
most of time it is suffering,
as I do the right things but I get the wrong rewards,
always,I remind myself to look back to myself,
"Am I doing wrong?" "Am I treating them bad?"
But sometimes really no,some are still being just so uncomfortable with me!

What I have done to make you ignore me? T.T

Haizz...



Yet, I know the story of Joseph,
who is the one in Old Testament I admire sooo much!
He is being betrayed by his brothers and sold to Eygpt,
yet he gets blessings abundantly from God,
just because he is willing and obedient enough.

Oh sorry!
I dont have such high EQ,
when being treated badly,
I will always try to pay back or leave the prints in my heart,
let my heart be so troubled,until affecting my daily activities!

But I know this, Restoration!

God is a God of restoration,
He knows me well,
He don't look only what I did,
but He looks what my desire and my heart and my motives.



When I get to know He is in control,

I can choose to shake some accusing voices off and let them go,

why I choose to let these to affect me,

to steal my joy,my peace and my victory?

When I choose to remian at rest and peace,

it means that Im going to hand this over to God,

no matter what things,they are belonged to God's battles,but not mine!

What am I going to do is keep doing the right thing,

even a relationship is never going to prosper,

even I don't get what I should get,

even Im standing in the midst of storm,

but these are not more my battles!


This holiday,
Im going to spend it for God somemore for myself!
I will keep chasing what God has put in me,
the talents,the gifts,the desires,
And Im going to prosper like Joseph!
If and only if Im obedient and willing enough...
I won't lose my hope in my life

You Are Holy (Prince of Peace)

Be still, God is our All in All !

Love is all that remains!

Sharing:

Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers… (I Peter 4:8, NIV)

So often, people try to make others fit into their mold and be just like them. We think, “If they would just change, then I wouldn’t get upset. If they would just do it the way I want, then they wouldn’t get on my nerves.” But really, we need to give people room to be who God created them to be. Life is too short to spend it trying to fix everybody. Sure, we should encourage people and help them grow and come up higher. But we have to come to the point where we step back and say, “All right, this is who God made them to be, and I’m going to accept them the way they are. Just because they don’t have my same strengths, I’m not going to let that frustrate me.” We have to choose love every day because love covers over our differences and offenses. Love is what allows us to appreciate what others bring into our lives, and it brings us together in unity.

Today, above all, choose love. Choose to focus on the things that make your relationships stronger because in the end, love is all that remains.

This is an article written by Joel,pastor in America!

This article has reminded me so much,

and I just need it now!

There is some long time ago,

Im being offensed by a friend,

I told my mum,some of my friends,

it is giving me peer pressure,

Im living in some kind of nervous tension mood!

I choose to ignore,

ignore back the person!

Walao! How dare am I!

Obviously,this is not the way God wants me to live!

But gratefully,

I get this message!

I love most the two sentences from this passage especially!

Life is too short to spend it to fix everybody.

Love is all that remains.

When we are being treated unfairly,

we sure have negativce mindset rush into our head,

but stay calm,that is not a good voice,

but then,instead of paying back the bad actions or win over argueing,

choose to stay at peace and calm,

this is what I hear today,

this is the way I learn today,

although things happen quite some long time ago,

and love can cover all the mistakes,

just like how God save me,

Love is all that remains in the ending!

So...admit that,Im wrong!

This is time to fix back the relationship!xo!

A Choice

Back to this lovely hometown this time,
there are many chances to meet with many people here,
and I feel that always the problems exist,
about the people,about the circumstance,
how bad it was,how terrible someone is.

My God,it affects my status sometimes!

And these days I know a clue:

You can choose to live with the circumstances that people around you are talking about,
or you can run your own race, live in the way positively!

Somethings or someone didnt change doesnt mean God is giving up them,
may be there are many events will happen after then that we dont know.
But the circumstances always show that there is no more hope,
but keep in mind that God is always doing behinde the scenes,
thats why God's ways are higher than us,
just like Joseph that is talking to his brothers that have been treated him badly,
"I forgive you all,Im focusing on what God miracle workings"

Scripture says,
"Now to him who is able to do in full measure more than all our desires or thoughts, through the power which is working in us"

Keep expecting,believing and doing right thing is the clue.

Never give up, for persistence produces success finally!

I clearly know it is not easy to get off the circumstance,
but I dare to believe :)

The "Wow"

We are easily get ourselves stuck in a constant circumstance.
the circumstance may be an easy, comfortable; but it can also be full of negative sounds.
We get stuck, we don't know how to do even we have done a prayer.

Im being so thanksgiving in these weeks,
for God has given me a sooo good inspiratorto keep my mindset always focus on Him.

There is something happened in my father mental problems.
My father thought that he will be out of his mind, he had suffered enough in the past,
from his activities, I can read that, He is losing his passionate about his life.

Now, the old doctor passed away,
a new doctor comes,
giving him a correct perspection of his "created sickness".

It is actually a small case, my dad din think it positively,
he think in totally negative mindset,
but my mum encourages him, don't think too much, take a esay life.
He starts jogging..I start praying...And now...

God WOW me!!
My prayer is being responded.

The change of doctor gives him a really new hope,
that is small case, the doctor can know him through the conservation,
and the conversation with my sister about dad's life,
may be my father lacks of conversation with others,
think, who can a big man talk to, wanna pretending to be strong always,
and have to be strong always to protect his family and himself..

HOWEVER !!

God is working..behind the scenes...


I know, I understand,
Our mindset affects the things we can do in our lives,
Our mindset determines which level our lives will be.

What thoughts do you have now?

Positive or Negative?

You really can make miracle in your life, just start from your thought, capturing His promises,
activating faith, moving forward with joy and peace which are given FREE for you,
and now, this is a new life!

Bible says,

Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life.
(Proverbs 4:23)

Same application for Christian or non-Christian.

Againm Glory to Most High God!!!!

Close to Blessings

It is a great Sunday!

I have gone to gospel hall for worship and sunday service...

The feeling now is so nice and relieved!

I love this feeling,knowing God is in control of EVERYTHING,

clearly I know that is is a feeling of peace and joy.

It is again my good start in this week.

From the sermon I learnt,

we can know that faith should be activated,

faith is a saying without working,
faith can be accomplished by DOING.

Abraham is known by Father of Faith,

he has done pretty well in his life,

whenever God asks him to do,he does;

He has built a really good relationship woth God,

even God dont want to hide any thoughts from Abraham.(Gen 18:17)

Can you imagine how good the relationship is!

From the sermon,I know that we will be blessed when we build good relationship woth God.

Every area in your life: relationship,health,academic,finances and any others,

you can get from God, because God is in control of anything.

Jesus said,He wants us to live an abundant life,without worries..

See,how good it is if we have abundant life with real peace and joy!

Yet,sometimes we may face challenges and testing form God,

even Abraham.

But he activate his faith,

he does what God wants him to do,

God wants him to sacrifice his son as burnt offering,

apparently,it is difficult to make this decision,

have you thought before,what you will do if God wants you to do that?

And finally, we know that it is just a test from God,

Abraham is being stopped by God,

God is testing his faith,and now he is blessed much more,

due to this FAITH!!

Sooo...

If we know God well, we know that He is a merciful and He is a sign of love,

He loves you and me and everyone,

until you reach a level of faith,you will do whatever God wants you to do,

because YOU KNOW HIM,

he won't want you to "kill your son as offering"

because He loves us,

we sometimes hesistated to do something just because of we don't know God well.

Are we get more far from God now?

Today is a great day to start get His blessings!

and remember,

when we are hesitated to "sacrifice our sons for offering to God".

God HAD "sacrifice his son for us" !

God Bless~

Glory to you Lord!

Yaahooo!!
The greatest fear now,the presentation is over!!
Yeah!! Really want to praise Lord.
For he gives me a strong and brave heart to present..

And I get my response from teacher "good presenter"!
wasai!!
Im sooo excited and satisfied,
actually in the process of presentation many small accidents happen,
one of them is the zip of my pant is stucked!!
omg..This is the most horrible presentation ever...

I go to toilet and do the prayer...
With peace,Im doing my part well!
Im not scared at all...
And really,I get to know God is helping me when Im totally favor-minded!

Praise to Lord.
No others God can give this feeling of peace and happy ever...
You are my Lord,You are my God!
Amen!

In process of Learning

A good start, it is March!
3/3/10,
I must learn to appreciate everything in my life now,
I must cherish people around me now.

Im so blessed,
although Im facing some discouraged circumstances such as the coming presentation,the relationship with my dear friends,the financial problems and the most scratching prob in my life since three or four years ago!

Because I know my value.
My owner is Jesus Christ,how valuable am I that he bought me from evil !
Although Im not perfect,Im still making mistakes,
Im still so valuable in front of Jesus.
Some days ago,I declare to myself: I have Jesus Christ,then Im so rich now!
Yup..It is so true.
If we enthrone the first position with Jesus in our heart,
we perceive that eveything will get into their own position where those things should be positoned.


So, we should focus on God more than other things!


I notice who is being used by God to bring me to know Him,
She is my love,Ada Choi...lol...

I really love her and her perception towards life,
it is always opstimic and happy,
she can bring much joy to people around her,
she can be blessings to others by sharing the love of Jesus.
She is greatly affecting me,
and I know I should take some benefits from her outlook.
I think back things that I have done in these months,
the negative sounds such as
depression,envy,selfishness and some more things that make even I hate myself sometimes.

In this new year,I want to change..
It is so easy to speak out!
I will do my part and I will let God does the rest,
I know the importance of prayer,
the communication with God should be done more often,
I want to build a great relationship with God.

By loving Him,
By obeying Him.

This is the sharing from Joel(facebook):

When Jesus performed His first miracle, He was at a wedding celebration. His mother knew that in order to see His power at work, there was one key: “Whatever He says, do it.” It’s the same way with us today, our obedience opens the door to see His power manifest in our lives. The Scripture says, “If we are willing and obedient, we will eat the good of the land.” In other words, we’ll experience God’s abundant blessing when we follow His commands.

Oftentimes, we may be so focused on the thing we are believing for that we overlook simple obedience in other areas. For example, you may need a financial miracle. Maybe you’re tithing and sowing seed like you should, but are you holding unforgiveness toward someone? Is there something else you know you should do?

Today, ask the Lord to search your mind and heart. Don’t let anything block His power. Whatever He says, do it and watch that obedience open the door to His blessing in every area of your life!

Prayer for Today: Father in heaven, I humbly come to You submitting every area of my life to You. I want to be obedient to You. I want to honor You. Show me any areas of my life where I need to make changes. I bless You today and always. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

I find that it is easy to have a happier life,
but if we don't look things from viewpoint of God,
we will get discouraged very easily,
I learn today,obeying Him.

Do care my feelings

Get hurt again,

with the payment of love and net loss of humiliation.

It is so difficult for me to handle relationship,

my behavior and attitude are not belonged to "aggresive ways"..

So many times when get humiliated I will try my best to let it pass,

not because of I scared,just because of I don't want to lose you dude,my friend !

I can be cruel,

but I don't want,
because Im patient to wait how many amazing works God will do in our relationship!

And I now wonder,

what attitude should I have on you?

It gives me pressure dear,

it is what I study before,the"peer pressure"..

Im someone who want to get respect too,

looks kind doesn't mean I won't angry,

humiliation sometimes can hurt one.

Do you understand?

___

Dude,

I don't know whether you got read my blog or not,

but Im really hope you can see my love to you,although you are a man!wakaka...

You are soooo great to me when I have no friends,

you are the one who will accompany me to hang out when I face my probs last time.

And I treat you as my soul friend,do you know that?

But nowadays I notice what changes in your life,

that is not you...isn't it?

You are brave,even I can't do this thing,

but you show your courage by decorate yourself as a strong person.

You are sooo nice,really,

you don't have to be so sad with probs of love now..

You are the one who often show the happier face when we hang out,

but in Cny,I find you many times,

what let me disappointed is the emotion you have and the attitudes you show.
It is in negative way..

That's also the point Im sometimes choose to diam diam,

because Im so surprise with the new you..

It is not really you from my perception,

may be Im not so close to your life,

but as a good friend,I know that hihihaha with you is not as good as remind you,

the true you,

anyway,the way you choose I will pray for you!

I'm someone who always seek for friends that can be helpful in building our souls.

And I will try my best to send my love from Christ to everybody,

but my love is not cheap...

Dont destroy friendship that is so fragile.

It is tired for my soul and mind.

Im now going to rest in my imagination!

It is March,

although I get so many discouragement in Feb,

but those things are come to pass in my life !

They won't stay,and I will be always victor in God !

Targets:

1.Final exam all subjects CGPA: >3.5

2.Start to creat business environment

3.Get as much as knowledge as I can

4.Enjoy all the moments with enthusiasm!!

xoxo...Im Wil !!

And this,is what God gives me!

There are appropriate times to stand in your power.

Power isn't always evil.

If you stand tall in the power of goodness, you can have a powerful impact on a situation.

How amazing!

He knows what attitudes I should start to have!

If God is be with you,who dares to against you?!

Start to dream dude!

One of the purpose You live is to achieve your dream,
this is always what Im trying to tell myself.

The perception of success of every people is different,
but in my viewpoint,
not wealth,not power nor your status in the society can be used to measure my success,
my success is measured by "how many dreams can be insisted by me to complete it"!


I have a complicated mood now.
My friend,Khai Xin is going to Korea to study,
and we are knowing each other almost 7-8 years,
although we are not so close to each other,
we still acknowledge and try to know the current issues that that person is doing now.

She is flying...

I just had a farewell in KLIA just now..
Im sure she has a moreee complicated mood now..
5 years in Korea and hard to meet with her family,
but this is her choice and golden chance to start a great life,
wish her really, God Bless...

Everyone has dreams...
You can laughh at others' dreams,but you can't laugh at yours;
especially when you meet with some problems,
don't laugh the dreams crazily and then give up on it,
take serious spirit,and no matter how the problem is bigger,
solve it,then it is a success.

What are you facing today?
Do you still persue your dream?
Or have you give it up?

One of my dream-Flying with my aeroplane!

Amazing things can continue if you Believe!

Many small things happen in our lives sometimes,
we may concern about it but when you tell people and
they will just give you a "cheh..just like this"...

So,there are many things no need to be shared to others.
And also...We can share with God.

All the small things are cared by God who love you.
If not,breathe deeply,the air is a great sign of love to you!

And in just this late night,I can feel the amazing things start to happen in my family!

My elder sis who can be described as stubborn and inobedient went to the "dong chan shi"for visit and play,
she din call and just sms-ed to my father,
and now is almost 2 o clock in the midnight,
my father start to worry and he is bad-tempered,he shows the frustrations out,
smoking in front the house,a worrying face,and affect others with his emo...

Erm...When he does this all,I bravely tell him,
"you cant live in this way,Every time u face problem u are doing this stuff,I help you to pray,no nid to worry"

Joel always remind me that God is controlling all those things, so no need to worry so much.
Fear is a weapon of Satan,and prayer is weapon of us, amazing things are weapon of God!!

Started....
I notice that God starts to do some works in my family,
yahooo.....

My family one day may all become Christians!!
And I always pray for this,
although I have small faith over many things,
and I din know God well,
and I din understand God's love well,
but I know,when you have faith,then it will be!

And I...
so proud of what I say in front my dad,"I pray for her"


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
and my sis sent me the message:almost 3 o clock she will reach home!!!
I tell my dad,as I call him to sleep,I will wait...
It is amazing!!!
God will do things in amazing way!!!

Oh,halleluyah!

Thinking much , too much

Oh oh oh...Crazy Wil back liao!!
Erm..it is a black new year since Cho 3...
lol..because I have too many thoughts in my mind..
Again I do the same mistake,when I come back Jerantut,
Im lazy to ling xiu -_-"

Alohaiz...
So when I get to know some weird things I have many thoughts..
And nowadays,what do I get stuck in?

It is
1.Marriage
2.Relationship

Honestly,what things in my life Im concern on?
It is family the priority and the second is friends of course.
it is sometimes not easy to build a strong relationship among friends,
and recently I find that what my thought and others are getting far,
Im eager to join the topic but my behavior and my attitude isnt that,
how can force myself to laugh and discuss over that thing?
I have tried.
But it is terrible.

Today,I declare to choose to be myself.

1.The my my that I love the most to be.
2.The person that I can please God the most.
3.The "me"who have bigger dreams and persue the dreams aggresively!

Yoyoyo..
anytime I say that,it is most comfortable to be myself!!

Frens,dun try to be somebody else.
God make the special 'you'!
Is you! You!
Who are you? You should think it in silence mood without interuption.
You should figure it out,
it is too sad to be somebody else,
you have your own attitude,behavior,lifestyle...
You are sooo special,
and I...
am going to please God with the my talents ands abilities,
and I..
going to be blessings to others although I always let out the negative ions around me...

We must learn,
we are enjoying the person God made us to be.

Extremely Blessed

当时听到这词，我很感动，因为我完全被接纳了；今天我再听这词，我又被赎回来了。

“没有别的名字像你一样，完全赦免，我的过犯”

取自：我们天上的父。

It is difficult for us to admit our wrongdoings in front of people,
but today I learn that,we must admit our wrongs in front of God.

“你要专心仰赖耶和华，不可依靠自己的聪明”

“在你一切上行的事上，都要认定他，他必指引你的道路”

Today Im so blessed.
Im so brave to admit my wrong in front of God,
and I feel again Im being forgived.

He loves me.It is based on love.
If not,why Jesus was being crucified?

Sometimes Im weak,Im scared why no response in my prayer,
we can't even see the face of God or get back the response from God directly,
because we are often get response immediately from people when talking.

Then we curious.

Joel teaches us not to be afraid.

I should cast off my fear and anxiety,
I should expect God's goodness and favor instead of scared too much.

And get from Bible,

Jesus himself tells me,directly,
"Don't be afraid;just believe!"Mark 5:36

From bad day with incident of disappearing of phone and disappointment in accounting lessons,
God turns it to a great day.

Halleluyah!

You know what?
We are believe in name of Lord,our God!!!

Bad Mood day

It is totally freak out.
I have a hectic life start from 7 o clock in the morning,
I hate this lifestyle.

And..I affect my whole day mood by thinking some things that should not be in my mind.
The fear controls me,I scared to do many things,I get discouraged.

Started...My bad mood day come...


Today I was surprised by one of my classmate's incident,
he has lost him mother,
his mother passed away due to an accident.

I get shocked although I don't know the guy well.

But five weeks spending with him,
our teacher also feel sorry about his stuff.

From Haiti earthquake,to the dragonboat accident,and these days a student crashed by a bus,
I find that...

Life is too brief.

Always people get troubled with the "death" thing,
So am I.

We don't know why , when , how we die one day,
or may be our beloved get far from us.

So,what we can do is to appreciate things around us,
we love them honestly,
we live happily,
we think positively,
we work collectively,
we have a fullest life.

And now I remembered the death of Jesus,
who DIED for us,
he pay the debt and we only can get the chance to have eternal life.

Without Him,we are nothing.

I always get noticed that Im the salt and light in world,
let God's love can shine to others through us.

Love is the most important asset in our life.
Use it properly.

Get your life meaningfully.

Jesus can change Your Life

Because He has changed my life,so I want to use my life to affect others by love.

His love is unreserved,His compassion never fail.

Sometimes we get discouraged,but when we back to His side,
we can find the real peace and joy inside,
which can energize ourselves to move forward in our lives.

Life is brief,But If we believe Jesus the savior,
then your life can be prolonged,until a non-extent duration,
that's what we call as eternal life.

Who is the world maker?
Why Jesus came to this world?
Why he was willing to crucify for our sins?
Why he declares himself as the way,the truth and the life?
Is this arrogance,or is he really eager want us to know about the eternal life?
What is all these?

Love.


By sudden my life changes.
Im still sometimes curious with His ways.
Yet I know He is powerful.
So Im not afraid.
Because He is amazing,awesome and Almighty.

I want to be blessings to others.
I want to experience the abundant life which has been promised to give all people who has faith.
I want to have a lifestyle comprising"Faith,Hope and Love".


Thanks God..
much much much...

I want to be Joseph!!

Praise Lord.
For he has told me somtehing that can make me continue to live in peace.

Some friends come visiting my blog and beh tahan about why my articles almost always mention "God"..

There is an answer for you.

Because,I love God as He loves me too.

But Im sorry for sometimes I will not enthrone the name of Lord in the forst place in my heart.
I may let the negative feelings and especially the feeling of scared to fulfill my heart.
That's what happened few days ago.

I start to do my "ling xiu" in this new year.
Im really determined to do that because I want to experience the Almight God more times.
I follow the "Daily Bread"instructions and I read bible almost every day started from 1 Januray.
Yet there are some days I didnt "ling xiu"because I went back to my hometown,and just play and put God aside.

No Bible, No Ling xiu...
I remembered when I come back,I have very weird Feelings!!
I know that is scare and anxiety.
For many things Im worrying about.
I feel that my mind is controlled by evil minds.
Yes,it is a bad feelings.
I even scared the things that shouldn't be scared.
So,I know the feelings of not following God's steps well.
It is terrible horrible and vegetable.

And many things come upon me and make me confused in these days.

HOWEVER,

I choose the read back the Bible where I need to "ling xiu" that day.
It is about Joseph!
Joseph that appeared in Genesis.
He shows me a good example that I should learn from.
I read it and by sudden, I feel that actually my life can go to a higher level.
As I come Nilai to study,I always lock myself in a room and let the computer be my best friend in my world.
Thats why Im always eager to go back to my hometown!
because all my dears there,my family,my friends,my church...

And after reading the "Daily Bread"today,it shocks me.
This sentence tells me all the things that I need to know.

"Today, the Lord longs to lead us. Are we willing to be redirected by Him? "

Actually it is a normal sentence and I know this well.
But now only I experience and suddenly wake up from my dreams,
and this sentence really inspires me much.

Willing,it is a hard stuff I need to learn.
A student that escapes from PLKN,I admit that Im such a coward.
I know that that is arrangement of God,but I refuse to do that.
And I always get the lessons when I come Nilai.
Not comfortable with the new things,takes time to make myself to control the enviroment around me.

So,this time I must learn the lesson "Willing".
One of my friend asked me to join the Karate Club,that time Im not willing to do that.
I dont want to be exposed to the world,ha...It is bad...
And now I know that He will lead me to another level of life.

I remembered the pastor said before"Faith Hope Love"
Three basic things that we can stand firmly in this world.
I will live with peace and joy now in addition of these three things.
Praise God.

Joseph is a person that experiences God much in that time.
He was being sold to Egypt but he can experience the presence of God.
He becomes the "head"of jail when he is jailed.
He becomes the ruler of the Eygpt when he comes to Eygpt.
This is just because he fear God and commit himself to God.
So when his brothers that come to plead him,they are regretful of what they hav done before(sell Joseph to Eygpt!)

See...God is so amazing..
He loves us...And I know He loves me....

Praise Lord...


And hor...Im still Wil yet I admire Joseph... xD

Result with Attitude

Tomorrow(4/1/10)will be a new start for many people.
So,after a long sem break or holiday,we will be a little bit depressed to start new lifestyle.

I know one of my my dear friends will go to Ns tomorrow.
I can read her sorrow to leave us and will be there for almost 3 months.
It is quite sad.But our attitudes always decide our future.
If we have positive mindset to start new life,it will be totally different.
So,it depends on our attitude.

Tomorrow I will back to Nilai soon.
Starting a new semester,it is a long semester.
And I know that two of my friends had leaved the school for good.
They will stop studying and Im quite uncomfortable with the situation without them.
We have been together for 4 months and build relationship between us.
Im also sad with this but I know that God would't want me to allow the negative mindset to swallow my positive mind.

So,we can just change the perpective of thinking.
With faith,that's only the valuable thing we have,which can go through anytime and any places,it is controlled by ourselves.
Want to enjoy the time with God's presence?
It is a great time to feel it.

We should think like that.
Be faithful in Him and His amazing arrangement as Our Savior has promised us to lead us into abundant life if we trust in Him.

You can't rid the world of sorrow, but you can choose to live in joy.
Tomorrow will be a new start to many people.
So,start it with a joyful heart and be faithful in God.
God Bless and cheer up !!