Gradually...

Im recovering :)
from resentment,from hurts,from struggles.

Feel good.

It is important to keep a positive mindset to start a new semester,
moreover,it is more challenging than last time,
as I make a huge shift,
from a place with boredom to a place which can keep me learning to join the society.

Gradually...
I feel that Im growing up,
just few days ago,
I thought life has too much to bear,
but perspectives change when positive mindset is developed.

Keep this,
until the end of the world.

Everything will be alright,
and...Im back...

Im superficially infatuated with money

Sick of this

Pressure-ing

Why don't just change??
sick of this!

Come at just the time

On this day of your life, Wil, we believe God wants you to know ... that you are perfect as you are.

God doesn't create faulty life. No. Everything created by God is perfect, and so are you. So stop driving yourself mad with endless ways to improve, and just accept the glory of your being as is.


Value yourself precisely.

我穷我感恩,
因为当我一富有就可以荣耀神的名字！

God,guide me ^^

The last thing I want to do is to get rid of bad habits

2011...here I come XD
Soul is happy after praying desperately..

Time

A big result always comes out at the right time.


I learn this through my life.

However,I can forget this lesson easily,because Im so impatient.


God's ways are higher than ours,
right things and beautiful results will come out at just the right time.

May be there is something we have been waiting for so long to happen,
but it is still yet to come.



To be faithful,to be righteous in the process,
is the way to wait for the result to be released.



In that time,
"make it your ambition to lead a quiet life,to mind your own business and to work with your hands,just as we told you,so that you can win the respect of outsiders and so that you will not be dependent on anybody". 1Thessalonians 4:11



Im waiting for... ... ... too much to say,
God,do it your way bah...

True Friends

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.

Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Just walk beside me and be my friend!



Feel touching when reading this news,
an acid attack victim is going back to school and the one beside her,is her friend since standard 1.

"If anyone teases Nurul, I will come to her defence,"declared her friend.

Recently emo emo de me is warmed by this news,
tears are rolling in eyes because true friendship will appear as soon as troubles prevail.

This incident does strike my heart,
as recently I feel not so good with some friends that are growing up with me since small,
is the time for the fragile friendship breaks?

Friends,
can be the one who always tease you with jokes to create happy atmosphere,
but must be the one who accompany you when you are going through darkness...

I guess,I have....

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.-- Walter Winchell

Friends are needed both for joy and for sorrow. -- Samuel Paterson

Friendship is the golden thread that ties the heart of all the world.-- John Evelyn

Friendship doubles our joy and divides our grief.-- Swedish proverb

阿爸天父
从我心深处呼求你名字

Ugly me ?

Hmm...
2011 Now...

Thanks to the friends in church for preparing the activity that help me to know myself better,
but honestly,I know,but I cant remove the "ugly me" in my life before the new year starts.

This is just not that easy.

To let go, is the only struggle that haunt me all the time.
I tell others in that sharing,
Im a bad person with strong jealousy and selfishness,
these make me building a barrier between God and me especially,
this struggle,kills me slowly!

BUT...

It is the time to stop,
let me vow to evil,
This year is the year of Breakthrough!!
I out my strong faith in God's kindness to bring me out of this struggle,
may be soonly difficulties will come to "help" me to grow up wiser from struggle,
God's way is higher than mine,
My insight will be deepened,one day.
Hope that's in 2011 !