Acting weird tonight just because have no idea with this mess up,
just like repeating history of my secondary school life,
not happy,living in self esteem mode and never touch out to the light.
I have been transforming into another mode once I go church,
but now,
I feel the history is repeating in a mannner that can affect my thought and emotion badly,
after all hard work in changing my lifestyle,
it seems like just coming back again,
being ignored,being bullied,being teased,and last but not least,
people treat me as a freak guy just because they dont see the inner side of my heart,
please,deepen your insight.
It is tiring in college now and more tiring when I come back,
can just have a place to get security and joy?
Please,history cant repeat!!!
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