Owh..mess up!
A great mess up,in anything right now!
In this midst of confusion,I know that God is a good God,
I believe that He will going to pour blessings to me,family and friends,anything aroud me!
Start over this life with Praising Him
Faith,Hope,Love
Monday, August 16, 2010
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Feelings
Controversial feelings do happen inside my heart,
I feel fed up with this life,these friends and these circuamstances!
Honestly to say,Im really don't have any faith some more to lean on God,
Im undergoing a bad season...
~Pray for me,I wonder perceptions I harbour for right now~
Just feel that it is so unfair,
why bad people will receive such "blessings",
good people who insist in doing good deeds have to thrive,
I really dont have the eye of faith,
to see upon this curcumstance in parts of life and even in college,
just wanna give up,just wanna rest,just wanna doubt,just wanna blame,
as these feelings will make me feel more comfortable...
The recent words ask me to arise,
I have tried so many times and every time,
disappointments will knock me down and I try and try again,
I try to stay in faith,using words typed in Facebook(words of God) to remind me,
using words pasted on wall of my room to replenish my energy,
however,it makes me more disappointed after I plant seed of faith in God's words...
This is just too hard for me in this semester,
I find that,I lost my own value,cant find purpose in process of finding.
Trying to be mature over some circuamstances,
but actions of people piss me off and drive me up tp the wall.
Just feel like "I bear enough!" "Go away!"...
Tired of believing some more good will happen...
WHAT HAPPEN TO ME??
...in the process of struggling...
I feel fed up with this life,these friends and these circuamstances!
Honestly to say,Im really don't have any faith some more to lean on God,
Im undergoing a bad season...
~Pray for me,I wonder perceptions I harbour for right now~
Just feel that it is so unfair,
why bad people will receive such "blessings",
good people who insist in doing good deeds have to thrive,
I really dont have the eye of faith,
to see upon this curcumstance in parts of life and even in college,
just wanna give up,just wanna rest,just wanna doubt,just wanna blame,
as these feelings will make me feel more comfortable...
The recent words ask me to arise,
I have tried so many times and every time,
disappointments will knock me down and I try and try again,
I try to stay in faith,using words typed in Facebook(words of God) to remind me,
using words pasted on wall of my room to replenish my energy,
however,it makes me more disappointed after I plant seed of faith in God's words...
This is just too hard for me in this semester,
I find that,I lost my own value,cant find purpose in process of finding.
Trying to be mature over some circuamstances,
but actions of people piss me off and drive me up tp the wall.
Just feel like "I bear enough!" "Go away!"...
Tired of believing some more good will happen...
WHAT HAPPEN TO ME??
...in the process of struggling...
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Enlarging Vision
Dare to Dream!
Woohooo! Im excited!
My friend just noticed me a good news that is promotion highlighted by AirAsia:
This is a really great promotion and all the tickets are being so cheap now!
Im really excited because I walk nearer to what I want in my life,trip to the world!!
I wonder why I have such a great faith that I will fulfill my fream in next year,
Hahahaaas....This taught me to "enlarge my vision"...
There is a habit to focus on daily routine problems,
when habit conquer you rather than you conquer the bad habit,
we have to think in long term,set a long term goal,focus and achieve!
Although Im still not able to buy the tickets to go Korea with a trip,
but it does help me to make my vision bigger and I can get a bigger picture in my life!
It is important to have dreams,because once your life lack of passion,
dream will push you to conquer the reality,
Moreover,God is be with me!
What I want to highlight is:
Dream bigger,be the best each day I can be,focus and achieve,let blessings overtake you!
Xoxo!!
Woohooo! Im excited!
My friend just noticed me a good news that is promotion highlighted by AirAsia:
This is a really great promotion and all the tickets are being so cheap now!
Im really excited because I walk nearer to what I want in my life,trip to the world!!
I wonder why I have such a great faith that I will fulfill my fream in next year,
Hahahaaas....This taught me to "enlarge my vision"...
There is a habit to focus on daily routine problems,
when habit conquer you rather than you conquer the bad habit,
we have to think in long term,set a long term goal,focus and achieve!
Although Im still not able to buy the tickets to go Korea with a trip,
but it does help me to make my vision bigger and I can get a bigger picture in my life!
It is important to have dreams,because once your life lack of passion,
dream will push you to conquer the reality,
Moreover,God is be with me!
What I want to highlight is:
Dream bigger,be the best each day I can be,focus and achieve,let blessings overtake you!
Xoxo!!
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Lessons substitute Healing
Wao!! Only the second day I want to start over but the reality crashes me down,wtc!
I learn that,
Child of God must learn to live by holy spirit and does not gratify own desires.
Alamak,Im almost beaten down by the incident happened,
I can choose to blame everything again,
but instead of blaming,I see this from perspective of God.
This is actually a lesson taught from God to me,
God want me to learn to let my life lead my spirit but not own desires,
this is also the truth that I always flee to face it,
but now,it push me to face it,
in this moment,I find that it is blessing and my heart is so peaceful,
there is a way for me now to continue my daily life,
"Therefore,strengthen your feeble arms and weak knees. 'Make level paths for your feet',so that the lame may not be disabled,but rather healed" Hebrews 12:12
Apparently,this time I focus on Healing.
There is time when you have to die for resurrection,
burial is the process and live eternally is the end,
therefore,just be still !
I learn that,
Child of God must learn to live by holy spirit and does not gratify own desires.
Alamak,Im almost beaten down by the incident happened,
I can choose to blame everything again,
but instead of blaming,I see this from perspective of God.
This is actually a lesson taught from God to me,
God want me to learn to let my life lead my spirit but not own desires,
this is also the truth that I always flee to face it,
but now,it push me to face it,
in this moment,I find that it is blessing and my heart is so peaceful,
there is a way for me now to continue my daily life,
"Therefore,strengthen your feeble arms and weak knees. 'Make level paths for your feet',so that the lame may not be disabled,but rather healed" Hebrews 12:12
Apparently,this time I focus on Healing.
There is time when you have to die for resurrection,
burial is the process and live eternally is the end,
therefore,just be still !
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Au Chen loves August
August will be so good for me! I believe,do you?
As you believe,you receive!! COngrats!
There are some lessons I learnt in my spiritual life
Clearly know that,it is time to stretch to a new level.
Because life push me to do it, and I try this new method the whole month of July.
But I will try it at this August too,because I know: Nothing is difficult in LORD !!!
20 days of hard work will make me reap an abundant harvest,I believe!
This is time to stretch!
Having faith is not easy,
because there is time when you are in doubt,
but in time when you are doubt and dont want to seek God,
God will still control the whole world and work behind the scenes,
bring you something amazingly that you will never know....
I learn that,there is useless to seek anyone,any material things,any blessings,
when I seek God first,Honor Him, and I know all will be added to me.
And,
nowadays I can feel strongly that people and things around me can change rapidly,
I wonder how I can "survive" in some situations,
and I wonder how I can achieve victory in every hard work I have sow,
I draw a conclusion from that,
people that change will surprise you,things that change will shock you,
but God wont change,He is eternal !!
"But those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary,they will walk and not be faint."
Isaiah 40:31
August is also a FAITH MONTH declared by myself.
Love my life! XoxO!
As you believe,you receive!! COngrats!
There are some lessons I learnt in my spiritual life
Clearly know that,it is time to stretch to a new level.
Because life push me to do it, and I try this new method the whole month of July.
But I will try it at this August too,because I know: Nothing is difficult in LORD !!!
20 days of hard work will make me reap an abundant harvest,I believe!
This is time to stretch!
Having faith is not easy,
because there is time when you are in doubt,
but in time when you are doubt and dont want to seek God,
God will still control the whole world and work behind the scenes,
bring you something amazingly that you will never know....
I learn that,there is useless to seek anyone,any material things,any blessings,
when I seek God first,Honor Him, and I know all will be added to me.
And,
nowadays I can feel strongly that people and things around me can change rapidly,
I wonder how I can "survive" in some situations,
and I wonder how I can achieve victory in every hard work I have sow,
I draw a conclusion from that,
people that change will surprise you,things that change will shock you,
but God wont change,He is eternal !!
"But those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary,they will walk and not be faint."
Isaiah 40:31
August is also a FAITH MONTH declared by myself.
Love my life! XoxO!
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