Sitting in the balcony of my room facing the Nilai's trees, and ,

talking with God with all my heart...

Reading the bible and find that,

You are the only one understand me the most...

Im not weird, Im just special

原来我才是你们当中最没用的那个。。。。

自以为是的“明白爱”！

爱邻舍的心源于上帝对我们的恩慈、宽容与忍耐。领人悔改、归向上帝的并非律法，而是祂的慈爱（罗马书2章4节）；因祂的良善，我们才能因信祂爱子基督耶稣，得着救恩。


若是真的明白爱，就不会因为自己的个人性格还是“以了解他人性格”的藉口而拒绝爱身边的人！

性格没有胜过爱，爱胜过一切。。

很不想继续纠结下去。。。

挣扎得没力了。。！！！

越来越空虚的生命。。。

Empowered Message

On this day of your life, Wil, we believe God wants you to know ... that when events happen which seem catastrophic, it is not only possible, but very important for you to allow yourself to come to a place of calmness.
	Panicking serves no one - not yourself, not the people who are suffering, and not the planet. Allow yourself to trust that there is a larger purpose and that it may not be necessary for you to know that purpose at this time. Allow yourself to have faith that ultimately, all will be well.

Sometimes,we make ourselves think inside a box,

this time,I need to have strong faith to overcome the "small things & little feelings" before I get to know the larger purpose of the series of things happened.

THANK YOU JESUS!!!

No more struggles please! I want to give up already!! Please... Let me live the life I want...May I ??

Again...history happened!! Hole in Heart, when it can be truly filled? s.a.d!

Chaff and Grain

"Oh, the comfort, the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person; having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but to pour them all out, just as they are, chaff and grain together, knowing that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then, with a breath of kindness, blow the rest away."

George Eliott

Target

About Life I always have a target, "to live the life I really want"... But why this target always seems so far from me? I may not have enough courage to persue it... I know my weakness, and do you know? Or... Do you know what type of life you want to pursue? About People A very beautiful thought passed my mind.... It is like this: My life is so coulourful because of everyone that paints my life, everyone that loves me, and everyone loved by me, and the passers-by! I will learn to love more and I really wanna hold you all in my limited memory for good! Life will be beautiful with love... Recently knowing some new friends in college, I do wanna build relationship with them, because I think, it is God's arrangement for me to meet with each of them, so that I can learn from them, and also share witht them, I wanna paint our lives colourful, but I dont knowthe ways, Im stupid .. Nevertheless, I will try! About ... Sometimes, we have to conquer the "wrong-love thoughts"so that we wont be miserable in lives. This is what I went through, and I really wish I can do it better next time. IN SHORT, Live the life as the fullest as you can!

Too much in your life?

Very comfortable now...
Feel relieved and free when choosing not to be a hair-splitting person...

Learnt:

When certain circumstance has been changing,it is better not to get involved too much.

When a person is different from the past time,after working hard in that reletionship between u and him/her,choose to let it go until miracle pulls u and him/her again.

When there is mundanity in your life,change if you can,rest if you cant,dont push yourself too much,God is there for better orchestration.

When you are really sad for something,there is strength in silence,lets going back to hug from God.

When you mess up yourself with the outside environment,it is time to understand yourself.

When people dont value you,figure it out,let it go,believe that God value you more than you know.

When you are happy,dress youself with the attitude of thanksgiving,and dont think you wont fall down for ever,hold on to God.

When it is midnight,it is time to sleep and concern about your health.

It is Sunday,time for wake up and worship (~.^)

Just want to be normal...
Sometimes I do wish I can think and organise things in mind in simple way,
but I just cant

From today onwards,I will protect myself very carefully,
and will be strong

Nice

Through a long and tired weekdays,

am now sitting in the Thinking Cup and enjoy nescafe ice with fast internet,
I start loving this lifestyle.

The wind breathes smooth enough to appease me...
Love this weather in this condition,comfortable...

If I use one word to describe this week,
I would use,
nice.

Oh yeah,weekends,time for home! rock...