只想说

喔

这只太过注重感情的动物

伤不起啊！

肿么每个都是这样，我问我自己，然后反省，然后纠结，然后闷闷不乐，

学习到了，不合则罢这潇洒的气度 （囧）

当我太注重的时候，往往没有好结果，世上，真的没有永恒！

很想让你相信我，

当世界都已尔虞我诈的标准为生活本质的时候，

还有待人以诚的人活在世上，他走了，就真的不回来了，伤不起啊！

Diving

潜水....潜去不要见到人得地方一段时间.....

再重新面对这个世界...........

Now..

现在，

就算一个人，

也要过得精彩，也要过得没有遗憾。。

大大力的笑...whee...eee....x))))

Low level now, need a upgrade need a push...

曾经听一位牧师说过，不懂的爱神，就不懂得爱人

今天恍然大悟，觉得这样的自己太没有“爱”了

以前会抱着“不可含怒到日落”的心态来做人，

原来的爱与包容，早已没有了，

没有爱和包容，处事小气，容易生气，很不喜欢这样的自己。

特别是在分不清别人是开玩笑还是伤害你的时候，这样的自己另自己都讨厌。

人啊，离开了神，什么都不是啊。。

Friends are just too important to me,

so I appreciate everyone in my life from the bottom of my heart...

Although always get hurt myself when I concern and expect too much,

friendship should last long because everyone appearing in your life is not a coincidence...

Chilling with your change

Old Habit

I have old habit,

habit of "trying to be same" as others...

Sometimes,I just curious of what others (my friends) are doing...

Just feel like wanna check on others all the time,

what habit is this =X

May be it is loneliness

May be it is just a feeling of trying to be same....

Hmmm~~I do need to have my own lifestyle now~~

Pain is

~wake up call to awaken

~chance to look deeper to yourself

~time to adjust the course of life

God tries to be as gentle as possible, and only if you ignore the call does the pain get stronger . . .

By a sudden get to know why the pain is made for...

Two things

1. In order to be tougher,we need to admit that we are weak. And being tough doesn't mean being strong against another stronger one,it is about being wise in making decision for long term benefits.

2. Everyone will eventually have their own pattern of lifestyles, being self-oriented is important than being group-oriented, it is important to know what kind of life you want to live.

Sitting in the balcony of my room facing the Nilai's trees, and ,

talking with God with all my heart...

Reading the bible and find that,

You are the only one understand me the most...

Im not weird, Im just special

原来我才是你们当中最没用的那个。。。。

自以为是的“明白爱”！

爱邻舍的心源于上帝对我们的恩慈、宽容与忍耐。领人悔改、归向上帝的并非律法，而是祂的慈爱（罗马书2章4节）；因祂的良善，我们才能因信祂爱子基督耶稣，得着救恩。


若是真的明白爱，就不会因为自己的个人性格还是“以了解他人性格”的藉口而拒绝爱身边的人！

性格没有胜过爱，爱胜过一切。。

很不想继续纠结下去。。。

挣扎得没力了。。！！！

越来越空虚的生命。。。